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April 12, 2026
Second Sunday of Easter
Kelly
Sankowski
We were on the way to
the hospital for the birth of my second son when we decided what his middle
name should be. We decided on Thomas. Given that we met at a church named after
St. Thomas Aquinas on the campus of a university founded by Thomas Jefferson,
many people probably assumed he was named after one of those men. But he was
actually named after the Thomas in today’s gospel, because we believe he has
gotten a bad rap.
He has been known
through the ages as “doubting Thomas” because he did not believe the apostles’
story about the risen Jesus appearing to them. He demanded to see it with his
own eyes.
This has always seemed
unfair to me, because he was only asking for what other people – the other
apostles – already got. We have made this one moment of doubt his defining
characteristic, and I don’t think any of us would like it if this is what
happened in our own lives.
So, on this Divine Mercy
Sunday, I would like to invite us to consider Thomas through God’s merciful
eyes. For when we look at the whole context of his life, we see that it is not
doubt that defines him, but rather courage, critical thinking, and a willingness
to stand out from the crowd.
Earlier in the gospel of
John, we see that Thomas plays an important role in another story – the raising
of Lazarus. Jesus and his disciples had left Jerusalem because people had
started to threaten to kill Jesus for saying he was the son of God. Then, they
receive the message from Mary and Martha telling Jesus that their brother,
Lazarus, was ill. When Jesus tells his disciples that he intends to go back to
Judea, they challenge him, saying, “Rabbi, the Jews were just trying to stone
you, and you want to go back there?” (John 11:8). Thomas is once again a lone
voice – this time, urging the others to follow Jesus. He tells them, “Let us
also go to die with him” (John 11:16).
In John chapter 14,
Jesus tells his disciples that he is going to prepare a place for them in his
Father’s house, and that they know the way. Thomas, clearly thinking critically
about this, asks, “Master, we do not know where you are going; how can we know
the way?” (John 14:5).
And finally, the
beginning of today’s Gospel passage tells us that Thomas was not with the other
apostles when Jesus first appeared to them. Why not? We don’t know, but I
wonder if it is because while the others were hiding behind locked doors out of
fear, Thomas was once again courageous enough to still be out in the world,
continuing the work of Jesus, even if it meant risking his own death.
The same characteristics
that led Thomas to need to see the resurrected Jesus with his own eyes are the
ones that gave him the strength to follow Jesus at a great risk, and to ask
important questions to gain a deeper understanding of Jesus’s message.
When Jesus looks at
Thomas in the second half of today’s Gospel, he doesn’t just see “the doubter”.
He sees the whole person – the man whose courage and critical thinking have
given him the strength to be one of his most ardent followers, but have also made
it hard for him to believe in this improbable miracle. Jesus sees it all, and
has mercy on Thomas. While he does point out where Thomas could have done
better, saying, “Blessed are those who have not seen and have believed,” Jesus
also gives Thomas exactly what he needs: he lets Thomas touch his wounds.
This is also true when
God looks at you. God sees the whole picture of your life - not just the weaker
moments that others might define you by. God does not just see your impatience
with your children, or the way you never can seem to remember to bring reusable
grocery bags to the story. God does not just see the ways you fall short, the
things that you are afraid of, or the long list of things in your head that you
think you are doing wrong. God sees those things, sure, but God also sees the
care that you have for your loved ones, God sees the way that you work for
justice, even if it is imperfect, God sees the ways you have grown, and the
ways you are still trying to do better. And God sees how all of that has
brought you to this moment. In God’s infinite mercy, no one moment can ever
break God’s love.
It strikes me that
Thomas might be exactly the saint we need at this moment. The news cycle of
this Lenten season was one of violence and war. When so many of us are either
tempted toward greed and power or tempted toward despair at the state of the
world, we need someone who is thinking differently. Someone who is courageous
enough to challenge the status quo. Someone who doesn’t remain inside the
locked doors of paralysis when problems seem too large, but is willing to
continue doing the important work of building God’s Kingdom.
As we enter into this
joyous Easter season, may the mercy and love of God empower us to be more like
Thomas: to use the brain that God gave us to ask difficult questions, and to be
courageous in our following of Jesus.
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